FRENS FOREVER

The more you want to know and the deeper you'll go without a chance of finding proper and satisfactory answer, is what I think "life" is. Sometimes it makes you feel so low while sometimes it makes you ever so proud. In this life, the game of gain and loss cycles on. I am beginning to understand now why they call life a mystery. It is so true that life is uncertain, for things emerge such unexpectedly. And sometimes get stranded on the road, waiting for what was sure to come, yet vanished somewhere in the fading time. It was the same old boredom written all over my life when I got to talk to a girl via my sister. In fact it started with a joke when I talked to her (Shreya) pretending to be my dad. And there, she fell for it. The days went by and I happened to see the her in my sister's hi5 (site) list. I was glad to see the victim of my pranks. Then the very day I sent her a message through hi5 and to my surprise her response was a real warm one. From that, I got her mailing address and started mailing her. The way she used to reply made my days. Her mails encouraged me, gave me hope and zeal to see another day. Gradually, we started to talk on the phone and I used to enjoy those moments to the fullest. To be honest, I used to wait for her call for her words were so encouraging, helping me to get out of the pain and trouble I was going through. I truly appreciated her each and every word. And I used to think, there existed someone like her as well on this earth, who cared and helped the one she hadn't even met.Me who was bullied and was blamed by many close ones, was accepted as a friend in such a short period of time. I could see her true and unselfish love for me as a very good friend. She was the one who laughed and even cried with me. We shared and cared and above all trusted each other. I got such a friend when I was going through the worst of the phases and in such an incredible way. I could easily trust her and blindly shared everything that was making my heart so heavy. At that time I realized, you don’t just lose but sometimes also receive the necessities in the journey of life.
One day we fixed a venue to meet and we enjoyed the day to the fullest. Though we had talked on the phone several times, that day was the first time we met. Even then, there was none of the awkwardness or odd feelings between us. That was such a nice day. After that, to talk to her was in my daily routine and the time I enjoyed the most in the day. We began meeting frequently and her name was added to my true friend's list in very small interval of time.
My life where I was drowning in negativity and frustration, took a turn into a sparkle of joy just due to that friend of mine (the same gal who had become victim of my pranks few months ago). Now I'm so close to her that I fear how if I shall ever be able to depart from her. Will I be able to spend my days without talking to her? Few days back, it was my birthday. I was missing my sis so much that day. And I didn't have any programs to celebrate due to my boring exams. As I finished my exams, I thought to give her a call and we decided to meet at Basantapur (my favorite hangout). That day she bought me some pastries and some food and we ate together. It felt like a kind of a small celebration. I could read her eyes; she wanted me to be happy that's why she was there in a single call. She wanted me not to be sad and she was trying her best to bring me out of that pain and tried to give me some smiles. Though we celebrated that day, I promised to give my birthday treat after two days.
And it was today we met. As usual we decided to meet in Newroad and I was so excited to meet her and her friend wearing my torn jeans (the jeans that my sweet sister had sent me) as I had promised to wear them only on that day. As always, I arrived late and made them wait for 25 minutes in the rain. I was so happy to see Shreya and Abhusani (Shreya's best friend and now mine as well). Though I was late, they had smiles on their faces on seeing me. We headed towards the restaurant and I started to show my nonsense behavior with them laughing to the fullest. We had our lunch and it was time to open the gift. To my surprise, in there was such a sweet card, which they had made with such a great effort and love. Come on, I was so astounded to see all of them. At that very moment, I was so proud to have such friends. I felt there was still someone who loved me and took me for a good friend. All those people who hurt me faded away and I just kept watching the two of my friends who were with me right then. There were no words in me to thank them. Their words in that card, each of them, was so strong that it went deep and gave me joy from the within. They have proved to be the best. They just accepted a guy as a friend who was in such confusion and was so depressed. They reminded me how to smile and how to make others laugh.They just helped me to be the same Bibhor I used to be. It was like I was lost somewhere in the middle of the way and they came to guide and show me the way to live.
As they say, happiness doesn't last long and after every happy moment you should go thru sorrows as well. The same thing is going to happen with me. Both of them won't be here with me after few days. One is going to USA and the other to China. They gave me such happiness and now they will be taking with them all those smiles. I am wondering how I will be able to spend my days without talking to them and meeting them. In my case, every time there comes very tough way and hard blows from the life. And I keep on thinking; why life is playing such a game with me and why always with me?? Why should we meet if we have to depart??? I'm realizing that happiness isn’t meant to last for a long period and I truly agree in that saying "Happiness is the gap between two sorrows". They came in my life suddenly and filled the gap and made it beautiful and they'll be leaving me after a few days.

Message to my greatest friends:
You people have proved to be the best. You people saved my life which was drowning in hell. All of a sudden, due to you guys, my life again started to bloom with happiness and smiles. Credit goes to both of you; my sweetest and greatest friends. You are the ones who helped me to become happy again and returned my smiles. You guys encouraged me and helped me to be strong in each and every moment.I don't know if I’ll be able to continue the same in your absence. Hope you people will be like this forever and I don’t think the distance could affect our love and affection. I love you guys and I swear that I can do anything for you. For you guys, there is very big space in my small heart. Don't you ever hesitate to take my help or to remember whenever you need me. You rocked my life buddies and guess I won’t be able to do all those to you that you people did to me. I unexpectedly met you people and see how soon I'm going to lose you (the biggest irony of life). I won’t stop myself from crying on that sad day when you'll leave me. Just try to preserve our friendship and I'll try my best to make this bond stronger. You people are greater than the words can ever express. Finally, I would like to say that you people will be attached to my heart forever and always. Sorry I couldn't give you anything in the return except a big thank you. Thanks for being there and for standing so tall.