Exam's Back

6 days from now and there is my board exams. Things are very tensed and the preparation is going on be that any minutes of night or a day. Infact, it has been many days that i havent' even slept properly due to the pressure and stress of exams. Wheneva the exams approach near, i do get nervous and different kind of scary things occupy my mind and heart. There is always a question "WHAT IF??" and that question always relate to negetive thoughts.
As i can't handle the pressure of exams in the calm way, more than holding books, i wander here and there. I feel kind of insecured during the exam times. Mostly, i want to be around my loving ones. Few postive words from them, and the confidence level will rise up high. As if them words are gonna be true and that encouragement helps to deal with any kind of pressure again. Similary, these days i'm having a bad time due to exams. As most of my loving ones are far away from me, i'm missing the awful bad. I just wish i could be with them for some moment so that i could build that confidence again and deal with my exams properly. I am feeling so lonely and so left out. Missing u guys a lot and just make wishes for my betterment.

FEEL

in my anguish, i always remember u
it helps me to refrain the pain
gives me strength and power to overcome the situation

in my leisure, i always miss u
it helps me to pass the time so fast
as time flies by, cherishing the memory we shared

in my pain, wheneva i feel like crying
i wanna share my tears with u
as it makes my heart so light and relieved

when i feel low or down, ur face always comes in front of me
as if the angel has come to me
to restrain me and help me to stand again

in my happiness, i hurry to share them moments to you
as i feel that u'll be more happy than me
and it delights me to see ur charismatic smile

in every verge of life, i always need u
it seems that i've been obsessed with u
as u've already been the integral part of my life

COME AND GONE

When i first saw u
i was feeling awkward to talk
but as we talked, there was intimacy

Gradually, i started to open up myself
vent out everything that were killing me
it felt so good as never before

Initially, u used to be there every moments
standing so tall with charismatic smile in face
helping me to alleviate the pain

Thought i got a loving one in my life
who'll always be there by myside
with hands, holding me wheneva i'm about to fall

With time, things are changing
even you're going far beyond my reach
feels that i'm losing the grip

All those beautiful words and promises u made
it seems to fade away
what remains; is a scar in my heart

Same u, for whom i was ready to embrace everything
is now giving me tears and traumas
guess i dont' deserve ur love and company

Thanx for everything from the heart
for creating those beautiful memories in my life
will live with them moments, though u've gone way far