the endless odyssey

Sometimes i feel like going on the endless odyssey
where i shall face no one except me....
with no people around me to care of...
just me and my shadows in the never ending journey

just want to break free from the webs of relationship...
to the place where I've never been...
where i don't' have to make everyone happy...
more than that no one shall get hurt due to my words...

Very far away from this cruel society..
enjoying my own freedom...
where i don't have to answer anyone's queries...
I'd just talk with myself and scream in the silence...

the morn would start thinking how would i survive?
and the dusk would end up being proud that I'm still alive...
no one to talk to or share the feelings....
only me and my soul accompanied by the solitude

I'd easily get over any kind of temptations then...
nor I'd have to prove myself to anyone....
the only thing I'd have to wait for...
would be the death that I'd happily embrace!!!

Silent Wings

u gave me silent wings to fly high
the whole world seemed to be under my feet
and im flappin my wings in the air
trying hard to reach to you, my love
with eyes full of hopes and heart filled with love
feel like surrendering myself into your arms
and lay in your lap feelin the warmth and love

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the sun is still shining
even the star shimmers in the sky
but something is wrong with my heart
as it is feeling the inner peace

the summer is gone and it is again raining
as the season is about to change
but i am stangnant
and always lost in your thoughts

every beautiful things i see
it feels like comparing them to you
you are like a rose thats so delicate
simply yet elegant
you are a beautiful melody
that soothes the heart and soul

but again i feel the void
cause nothing compares to the beauty you have got
and the pure heart and thoughts you possess
words fail to describe them...

LOVE

that melodious voice of yours
cast a magic spell on me
those beautiful words you have said,
made me strong and sturdy...
all those moment we spent..
are much precious and gave me sheer bliss...
with your presence in my life,
felt like i could conquer the whole world
as you would always be there to encourage

suddenly world appeared to be perfect..
and the broken heart seemed to be rocking...
i even started to dream and soar,
holdin thou in my arms, up above the sky...
forgetting every pain and tears...
just loving thou and being loved to eternity!!!

the beautiful symphony thou have created..
and the vibes of positivity ...
i can always feel them around..
and suddenly i'm humming the melody...
missing you and your words and presence...
again hatin god far keepin us far apart!!!

Don't wanna live a moment without you ..
and its hard indeed to combat the distance...
what have thou done to me?
or have i gone bloody sick?
coz' i've never felt this way before...
be that dreams or with open eyes..
i always see you around...
think it's what we call "love" .....
and its side effects....

GONE

Nothing can stop the tears that are flowing
Noone can heal the heart that is bleeding
Pain is so intense that nothin can fill it
Still managing to smile and live with it

Missing that bond and love we shared
All those days when we fought and cared
wish i could get everything back
all those felicity and happiness we had

Time passed by and it has been long
days turned into months and months into years
yet the bruise is so fresh and alive
it never seemed to be healed or dry

missing your absense and cherishing those moments
the strong embrace, hugs, wishes and sweet kisses
though u've gone away forever and always
none can replace u nor can ever take ur place

GOD BLESS NEPAL

As there was no electricity, i thought to go to meet some of my frens as it is a good time pass. Being with frens with a cup of tea and the sweet talks, u would not know when the time flies by. As i was talking with my frens, there was a ring in my cell fone. It was my dad informing that a gas station in Gausala is distributing petrol. In no time, i started my bike(which was in reserve) and went to that very place along with a fren of mine. To my suprise, there was the huge queue over there to get the petrol. As there was no option, i had to be in the queue to get it. And after 45 mins, there was my turn and i filled 8 liters of petrol and moved back to my place. Well, that is the condition here in Nepal. God Bless Nepal.

WISH

dont' know it's what i'm going through?
everything seems to be dark and gloomy
with the broken heart and the hidden tears
i still have to fake the smiles
i do want to spend time with you
and want to create whole lot of memories
but when i find you in front of me
i do run out of words and just feel like crying
is this due to the departure i'm about to face?
or as the result of ur deceive on me?
i do want to be like before, the loving brother
and want to love u till eternity
but i wonder if things are going to be the same again
without any hard feelings inside the heart
i wish the same beautiful days would arrive again
and the clock would stop ticking
so that i could find u in front of me with that pretty smile of yours
and the beautiful heart with loads of love, only for me
wish i could hug you and forget all the pain that's within me
and i wish i could get lost with you in the oceans of love
loving you and being loved forever and always